A week at IAE has passed and I have to say I was pretty chocked when I got there. I thought it would be waaaay harder, my only problem is the grammar. My teacher told me the first day that I sound like a native speaker and that I write fluently. It's just when we have grammar tests that I actually have to use my brain and focus. It is a lot of fun people tho and really nice to meet people from all over the world even if most of them are from Brazil and Asia. I am just about to do some homework right now, I have to write an English essay and I also have to develop a marketing plan and I think I'm gonna do it on opening my own makeup studio! I've also started to look into colleges around to get into business school, we will see how that will go so far my goal is to start in 1-2 years to get a major in business, hopefully I can either study here in Vegas or somewhere in Cali. Now I gotta get back to writing I'll keep you lovies updated. Kiss and hugs ♥
So the other day I was having a really bad day so I do what I always do, I go to ULTA or Sephora and spend money... But it was actually something I needed since I ran out of my perfume a couple weeks ago. This is a new scent that's just out and I saw it the moment I walked in and as soon as I tried it I was absolutely sold! Sooooo whenever you see me in the future I'll smell like a Flowerbomb!
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So what have I been up to lately? I've been kicking it with Octavia and Meredith and just done stupid shit, drinking and been having fun. So glad I got to know these girls! I've also been celebrating my big brother Javs 21st by going to dinner at Yardhouse and after that going to Blue martini for a little bit. I've been keeping busy and took a placement test to see what English class I was gonna end up in and I actually ended up in the Advanced class and I start tomorrow, 9-2 monday-thursday for 2 weeks. At the same time I also have my marketing class on wednesday nights and I'll also be playing soccer thursday and friday nights so I will be really busy these upcoming weeks. Anyways here's some pictures from Jav's dinner, always a blast with these guys ♥
Today it's Father's day in Sweden, so happy father's day to you pops ♥
Thank you for always being there for me and supporting me and showing me unconditional love no matter what, through all of my brilliant and stupid decisions and actions. I'll forever be your little girl. I love you to the moon and back and I miss you so much. Hope you had the best day even tho you only got 1/3 kids at home!
I couldn't be happier that I'm able to call you one of my best friends. Even if we live so far away from each other now and don't talk every day, I still know exactly where I got you and that you'll always be there for me. I can't wait for you to come to Vegas and kick it with me and meet everyone I've gotten to know here. I love you more than word can ever explain and I hope you have a blast at Disneyand as the princess you are. See you soon babe ♥
People will hurt you and leave you damaged for the next person who actually wants you. Still you have to keep your head up and believe in yourself, and in others. Believe that the next guy you meet won't screw you over. Believe that the next guy will think you're worth it, no matter what the circumstances may be. Believe that when you give himself your all, he will take you for who you are and he will keep you. That he will fight for you, to get to keep you. That he will never treat you bad or make you feel unwanted. That he will care about you, and not give a fuck about any other girl. That the only one he wants is you. And if he screws you over, then it wasn't meant to be. Then he's not the one and the one that will hands down do anything for you is still out there but just haven't found you yet. But he will, eventually, you just gotta have faith.
We live in a society where people force themselves to shut off their feelings and become coldhearted just because they are scared to get hurt. We live in a society where it is more common with someone who will play you, then someone who is gonna be real to you. How fucked up is that?
To all the hearbroken girls out there, don't rush it. You won't find love if you keep searching everywhere for it. Love will come to you and it will find you. In the meantime, be strong, keep your head up and don't let anybody tell you that you are nothing, because you are everything. You might be in a wierd or hard place right now, you might be at the bottom. But you know what? It can only get better. Figure out who of all of your friends are real. and then lean on them, they are always right by your side. Your close ones is always gonna be there for you. Family and friends. And just because you don't share the same blood, it doesn't mean that you can't consider that person family. Just because you don't live in the same city, it doesn't mean that that person won't be there for you. Learn who is real and surround yourself with them, throw the fake ones away.
We are all gonna meet so much fake people that will give you fake love. I mean, how many people have you met during your life so far? 100? 1000? 10000? Think about it, and think about who is still in your life. Who never left your side even through the toughest times. They are the ones that are worth keeping.
And remember, I'm writing out of a girls perspective. I know that guys get fucked over all the time aswell by girls. What I just wrote, goes both ways, for guys and girls. So to everyone who reads this, be clear with the person you talk to. Always be kind and always be there for anyone who needs a shoulder to lean on. Believe in good karma and happy endings, believe in yourself and surround the people you care about with love, never take anyone for granted.♥
Here's some pictures from the weekend/week before Halloween, Abel visited from San Diego and we went to a rave that was pretty sick, I got thrown out but snuck back in because yeah, I am me. I also got to know Octavia and Phillip and went out with them and had so much fun. Thank you Abel for visiting and for the great weekend, come back soon♥ and thanks to everyone else that helped me destroy my liver during these two weeks!
Halloween was actually a success. I dressed up as a minion and it was actually a lot of people who liked it haha. Especially the night I went downtown to meet up with my swedish friend David. I've basically just been out almost every day for 2 weeks haha. This is all pictures from different nights out on the Halloweenweekend. I'm so thankful for all of my amazing friends. Shoutout to all of you and thank you for this years Halloween, it was lit!♥